well, just barely over one year ago, i moved out of my father's house to live with my Biological mom down next to Galveston. And, we had planned on me going to the Art Institute to take a Bachelors Degree program for the Culinary Arts. However, all was not well with that, blah blah more confusing frustrating details. I just moved back to Dallas, and on the car ride back with my "friend", I called my mom, and she ended up bursting into tears, and I spent the better half of a Half hour convincing her she did nothing wrong, she did right by me, and i had to do what i needed to for the best college opportunity i saw fit for me at the time. which, almost made me burst into tears, which i did later. now, a week later, i talked to her again and she was better, but she said a few things, and i know she didnt intend for it to sound that way, but it made me feel so guilty and later i got to thinking about a few things and almost burst into tears again. What the hell do i do about that?!?
- Mood:
Tearful - Listening to: Ende Aller Zeit :> by Eisheilig
- Reading: nothing
- Watching: the rain
- Playing: nothing
- Eating: Ramen noodles of sadness and shame
- Drinking: fruity bubbly drink sadness and shame
i need advice! my heart is broken....again
Gloomy
Big Grin
